Firstly,
I’d like to state for the record how amazed I am that it’s been 3 years since I
last wrote anything! I mean, what the? As I consciously think back over that
time, it all feels like a blur; literally like I’ve been walking and talking
and doing everything in a daze. Whoa!!
The
past 3 years have been somewhat of a transitional phase for me, as I moved out
of religion and began to detox from the ideas and beliefs I had accumulated from
the years I had been exposed to them. Not that those ideas or those that taught
them to me were ‘bad’, though they were certainly limiting and harmful to my
peace of mind, as I see things now.
Something
else that is quite funny is that during the time I wrote all my previous
articles I was getting sick all the time… LOL… and since I stopped writing I
can hardly recall a time where I was sick; hypocritical much? Although in
saying that, my definitions of sick and sickness are changing all the time.
Sickness to me used to be getting colds or flus, headaches, fevers etc., and
now it’s more to include things like boils, pimples, scratches, cuts, blocked nose
etc.
For
roughly a 3 year period, around 2011-2013, I had multiple boils appear in
various places around my body. These appeared every few months or so even while
I was writing previously about what sickness was and how to heal oneself from
it/prevent it. Funny how things work really, isn’t it? As I look back on the
past few years, I can see how I was too focussed on the intellectual side of
things and wasn’t really applying/living it. Since I last wrote I’ve been gradually
moving away from the head and more into the heart. It surely isn’t a coincidence
then that I haven’t had a boil in roughly 2 years and other minor sicknesses
are becoming less prevalent in my experience/body.
Which
leads us to the question that titles this article, what if sickness is a choice
and not a ‘thing’ that happens to us? I have had different views on sickness for
quite some time now that I forget what it used to be like when I thought I was
a ‘victim’ to these painful ailments that afflicted me. So many times I asked
myself, “why is this happening to me?” and “why me and not someone else?” and
so on and so forth. But what if we stepped out of this type of thinking for a
second, and really, sincerely asked ourselves, what is sickness? Is it actually something that happens to us or is
it something we do to ourselves?
Now
I realise that last question might be quite offensive at first, but putting the
offense aside, can you seriously reflect on what that question entails? What if
sickness wasn’t an external ‘thing’? If you’re someone that is constantly afflicted
by different ailments and/or you’re in constant pain, how significant would it
be if these things were not happening to you, but buy you! Not by some
external, devious force that is after you, but buy an innocent, unconscious
thought system you had no idea about. Would this be a game changer?
Everybody
is on their own path and going about things in their own way, which is
perfectly fine. There is no right path or wrong path, no slow path or fast
path, no this path is better than that path; just different paths that are
ultimately leading to the same destination. Even this might not be something
you agree with, and that is perfectly fine too. The trick to all of this is in
realising that allowance creates health, and judgement/resistance makes
sickness. For those who are brave enough to swallow it and look honestly
within, you will realise that the more judgemental you are, the more sickness and
pain you experience.
This
is certainly something I have become aware of since I started moving out of the
head and into the heart so to speak. As each day passes I am better able to see
the link between my state of mind and what I experience in the body and in the
world around me. The typical way to look at this is to say that we feel crappy
inside because of what is happening in the world outside us or in/on our body.
But this is just a form of denial, a form a denial that we all experience,
myself included of course.
The
truth of the matter is, we experience inside our mind first, and then in the
body and world around us. Mind is always cause, the within; whereas the world
and body is the effect, the external. Only once we start to accept this, even
if only a miniscule amount, will we start to see that it is true. We always
experience our beliefs; this is just the way it works. The only way to
experience something different is either to change the belief, or let go of the
belief entirely. When you let go of belief, you experience what is, otherwise
known as truth, reality, or whatever else you like to call it.
It
does take faith to step into the unknown. It takes faith to cast off so many
years of believing one thing to realise, or start to realise, that you had been
wrong all that time. Not wrong in the sense of bad or needing punishment, but wrong
in the sense that you had placed your trust in something that did not have your
best interests at heart. Ultimately, any
belief is limiting. All beliefs, sooner or later, will manifest in some
type of sickness or disease. This is simply because beliefs are an
interpretation of reality, not reality itself. Health is the manifestation of
reality, whereas sickness is the manifestation of unreality.
You
will notice as you look at the world around you, that beliefs divide, not
unite. Yes, you will occasionally see people who share certain beliefs unite
together, but only while the belief stays shared. As soon as one or multiple
differing beliefs are detected, these people will no longer associate with each
other and may even go to the other extreme to try and harm or kill each other,
all over belief. If you ever doubt the power of the mind, or that the mind is
the cause, look no further than these types of examples in your life and the
world around you.
The
word belief can be substituted for any of its cousins, namely values, goals and
judgements to name a few. They are all essentially the same thing and accomplish
the task of separating us from one another. Anything that separates will cause
sickness, just the same as anything that unites will heal. And remember, all
this is in relation to the mind. Only the mind can judge, and only the mind can
forgive.
Is
any of this causing a shift in your perception yet? Is it helping you to see
that things might not be as what they seem? Because
the secret is that there is no secret. There is no secret remedy because
there is no secret cause. There is no secret cause because all cause is in your
mind. If you would but look there you would see it, looking at you in plain
sight, where it has always been. There is no enemy virus out to get you. There are
no bacteria stalking you, waiting for you to slip into its grasp. We are not a
victim to any disease or sickness that previously existed, that currently
exists or will exist in the future.
All
these things are but outward manifestations of internal ideas. These ideas may
vary in form, but they produce the same results: sickness and dis-ease. It is our
mind that is at dis-ease, not our body. The body is nothing in and of itself,
it receives its dictates from the mind. The evidence of this is clear and plain
to see, for those who are willing to see it. What use is there in swallowing a
pill to cure an idea, a sick thought? It is ideas in the mind that need to be
healed, not the body. It is the beliefs, values and judgements that we hold so
dear that are responsible for everything that we experience in ourselves, in our
bodies and in the world around us.
The
clearest example I can use from my own life was in the case of the auto immune
disease I developed in my early 20’s. The symptoms of the disease were that the
cells in my body were attacking themselves. Put simply, my body attacked
itself. Now, if the body was cause and my mind effect, there would be nothing I
could do about it, I would essentially be doomed except for maybe a few drugs
or lifestyle changes that might limit the damage. But, if looked at from the
other way, that the mind is cause, I could do something about it. And I did. I
realised that the body was merely reflecting the thoughts I had about myself.
During this time I constantly attacked myself by telling myself I was useless,
not good enough and many more, much more explicit than those. And so, as things
work, I manifested an outward condition that mirrored my inner condition.
That
is the most crystal clear example in my own life where it demonstrates that the
mind is the only thing that needs healing, because it is the only thing that
can create anything. Only once I realised there was a choice in the matter
could I do anything about it. Only once I realised sickness and disease are not
‘things’ out there, external to me, could I do anything about it. I have
countless examples of healing other ailments over the years on top of this that
have solidified the fact that we do indeed have a choice to be sick or not to
be sick, as we so choose.